Unwise

And she was only just 15

and for some reason completely wrapped up in me

and I should have known better than

to tempt fate, hormones, and the powers that be

but there was something in those eyes

that told me that I wasn't just another guy

and I should have known better than

to toss caution to the wind and let it fly



when someone makes you feel real

valid, strong, virile, and full of appeal

it's tough to resist common sense

and not joint the devil's hand in a deal

but there was something in those eyes

that made me feel it was worth at least a try

and I should have known better than

let my spirit rise up and soar so high



because she was unrealistic

felt like she was older than she really was

and I was strong and resisted

through short breaths, shaking hands, and an adrenaline buzz



time passed, and she was never around

telephone call came and she let me down

funny thing being the older one

left feeling like a cheap knockoff carnival clown